Where are we

 Time has gone by so fast. Looking back and wondering where it has all gone. What did I accomplish? What did I learn? What have I given to others? I ask do I have anything to show for this time I am here. We all want to make an impact in this life we live. Do great things, travel and see the world. We want to have to not struggle with money. We want to work and pay our bills. Most of all we want our family to be happy. And through it all the time slips away and we have to make room to fit it all in and even if I don't I remind myself I still have love.

Josie

 My beautiful sweet loving Josie

Who gave me unconditional love. 

Who was always by my side 

Who gave me kisses

Who gave comfort when I was sad

Who gave me happiness 

Who made me smile 

Who always met me at the door 

Who is now parted from me

Who I love very much

Who will always be forever in my heart 

YOU ARE

YOU ARE

You are laughter

You are giving

You are sharing

You are peace, and

You are caring

You are a quite and gentle soul

You are my heart and everything above

You are kindness and joy for all the world to see

You  are the man you ought to be

Don't let them take away your pride

the man you are inside

Your gifts of the heart 

will never subside

And one day they will know

the man you are to me

Looking forward to a wonderful happy new year. Cant wait to see what and where this life will take us. Be blessed my wonderful family.

Blessed

For the first time in a long time I told myself I was proud of how much we have accomplished in our family, especially after all we have been through.
Both the girls told me the other day they were happy and they have happy memories and that made all the difference knowing that. I feel blessed for Matt, Amanda and Colleen.

I think about the past a lot these days,  wondering where it all went wrong. The sadness the heartache and pain. Is it because of my own immortality and because I am closer to that line than I want to be. I need a reason to think I will have some enjoyment in these coming years. Dont ever give up searching

Time

Wow time has gone by so fast. It is already July. I am now thinking of what has gone on this past 10 months. We are finally over the personal heart ache of the last four years. With all the loving support of our family. We have been blessed with love and we now have peace. There are no words to say thank you.