Blessed

For the first time in a long time I told myself I was proud of how much we have accomplished in our family, especially after all we have been through.
Both the girls told me the other day they were happy and they have happy memories and that made all the difference knowing that. I feel blessed for Matt, Amanda and Colleen.

I think about the past a lot these days,  wondering where it all went wrong. The sadness the heartache and pain. Is it because of my own immortality and because I am closer to that line than I want to be. I need a reason to think I will have some enjoyment in these coming years. Dont ever give up searching

Time

Wow time has gone by so fast. It is already July. I am now thinking of what has gone on this past 10 months. We are finally over the personal heart ache of the last four years. With all the loving support of our family. We have been blessed with love and we now have peace. There are no words to say thank you.