I have worked as a medical biller for several years and I know the frustration of the crazy messed up health care system that we have, but please dear people don't call me at the doctors office and yell at me. I do not have anything to do with your insurance plan. I did not work out your benefits and or your co-pays and deductibles. You need to tell your company that is providing you this plan. I do remind you that it is better to have something than nothing at all. ( I know this from personal experience). Give me a chance, I want to help you that is why I go to work every day and listen to your complaints I would not do this if it is not what I have in my heart to do.

Grandma always told me that things have a way of working them selves out. I am sometimes skeptical. I want it to be my way, but I guess there are other plans for my life. I just know that I keep on going because it is the only thing I can do. It will be interesting to see what is ahead.

How do you know what to do in your life? I never know what each day brings. We are able to move forward like I want. Grandma would tell me to just sit and center myself in my thoughts. Hopefully I will find the answer.

I don't know how I got to this point, in my life but it is kind of crazy. I think about the past and the times gone by, and wonder what I'm doing. I live every day for my family and try my best to take care of them. I can not believe it has been ten years since Matt's accident. I always hoped and prayed he would get better, but that was not meant to be. I am just thankful that he is here with me.