Contenplating the next chapter in my life. It seems to me that there are so many changes that I never know which way I am going. I start something then all of a sudden it just takes a different turn that I never expected. I guess I have to just center myself and have the faith I will find my way. 

To My Girls: Amanda and Colleen

This is to my beautiful girls whom I love very much. You are both wonderful special ladies and I could never be more proud of you.

I think about you as my little girls and am amazed about how now you are both moms yourselves. I hope that you enjoy every minute and all of the special times it will bring into your life. Please know that there will be frustrations and times where you will wonder if you will ever make it, but believe me you will.

I hope that you can learn from your childhood what to do and not to do with your kids. Therefore you can be a better parent to your kids. I wish that I had been able to talk to my mom about being a mom, so I want you to know that I am here for you always to listen and talk to you when ever you want.

I know that it is hard, just know that I only did with you what I knew how to do. Yes there were many mistakes and I wish that I could take it all back and start over again. I want you both to be happy and enjoy your life with your families. Make your kids and a your husbands feel special very day. Know in your hearts that you have the best life full of joy and love.

I miss you both with all my heart and I think about you everyday.


Mom