I miss your laughter, your smile, the brightness in your eyes. I miss the happy person that I fell in love with so many years ago. I look back over our lives and miss all of the things that we had not done. I know that there were some good times and I will always cherish those the more I loose you to the hurt and pain that we are going through right now.
The more I find out about what and who you are as a person now, the more I get angry that no one helped you thru the struggles of the Traumatic Brain Injury and now the Post Traumatic Stress Disorder that has come over the years.
These are professional doctors and not one has even suggested that you have help for this especially knowing your history, knowing the changes that have taken place in you over the years. I tell them it falls on deaf ears.
I want my husband back. The girls want their dad back. All I can do is keep advocating for some one to help us.
I love you my darling and I will always be at your side forever.
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